Looking up the word “mistress” in spanish. Probably not a good sign.

Well Shy Guy is NOT helping me forget him…which is what I figured I would do upon arriving. But no, he did not get this memo. Instead he has been calling me starting with about 5 minutes before I got on the plane and professing his undying affection for me. Well, I may have put those words on it but you know, I don’t understand everything! That is the jest i can assure you.

SIDEBAR: Sometimes speaking spanish feels like acting, I am just pretending that people understand me and that I understand them. Funny byproduct of that is that I do things I would normally be too scared to do. Just a game right? EXCEPT WHEN YOU LIVE THERE.

Anyway, not quite sure what to make of this and frankly baffled. No one EVER wants to be with me and I have no idea to handle the attention. And my first? That’s just preposterous! I do think that there is an element to explore here with my belief that good things happen only to other people. Why should I be exempt from good things? Why should someone NOT love me?