Back on US soil and in the home of my youth. It feels strangely like de ja vu, like I’ve been here before. Which, obviously, is true. But it still feels strange. So much has happened in the last few months, I’m wondering how I still fit here. But I do. My family still loves me and I still love them, despite the fact that I have turned the corner on my religion along with all that they taught me.
How does one go about updating friends and family in a religion status? Facebook? Send out a memo? Do I even need to go there? It feels like lying to just pretend to be okay with things that I’m not but opening that floodgate would cause more problems than it is worth.
So short note on Shy Guy- also known as WORST FUCK BUDDY EVER- he has been chatting me up and bringing up some interesting questions. I am not sure what his deal is- if he likes the attention, is trying to figure out where I’m at or is looking for a bit more of the kizzle but his questions are beyond “can I come over tonight?” And obviously, that option is out as I am several thousand miles away.
